Homecoming

I have been thinking about Cody coming home a lot lately. It is so close and it is completely insane. I haven't found shoes yet but I will figure it out in the next 2 months. I got a hitch put on my car for the Uhaul, I packed away all my long sleeved shirts and sweatshirts, and my mom is buying her plane ticket home from Cali. It is all just closing in and I am so excited yet worried at the same time. What if Cody comes home and the outfit I am wearing isn't what he expect, or what if I gained weight, or look different not in a good way. What if I am not the same person I was before I left, what is he's not the same person.  I am kinda freaked out but I know if I put it in God's hands it will all workout. I tried on my dress that I plan on wearing tonight and took a picture. As I looked in the mirror more my biggest worry was what if Cody doesn't like it. That is my biggest worry he hasn't seen me for 7 months and I want to make a good impression. BUT as my sister said as I was complaining to her about this issue Cody will like whatever I wear because he hasn't seen me for 7 months. I'm not just fishing for comments I am truly concerned about this and I will freak out about it unitl the second Cody gets off the bus and into my arms.
Anyways... here is a picture of my dress. Not very good but it is an idea of what it will look like. Still no shoes though.

I looks weird in this picture so I tried finding it on the American Eagle website and it is not on there for whatever stupid reason. So anyways this is my dress I am wearing when Cody comes home that I will freak out about for quite sometime.

The whole government shutdown thing isn't a big deal to me because I live at home and my mom yep my mommy pays for everything right now. If I needed that money to pay rent I might possibly be irrate right now.