Army Wives

 I just got done watching the first episode of Season 2 of Army Wives. I recently started watching the show because I have heard how great it was and wanted to start from the beginning. I don't want to ruin anything for those who haven't watch it and want to. But the last episode of Season 1 was crazy. You can not end a season like that. I think God knew I would be made so he had Barnes & Noble have a buy one get one half off sale so I would buy Season two. Thank God I did. I balled for about half of the first episode of Season 2 so I think it is time to call it a night. Crying takes a lot out of you. I think I was crying because it was sad and emotional what happened. Any show you watch you begin to grow on the people in it and believe them to be your family. Like House or NCIS, my other two favorite TV shows, I grow onto the people and get to where I care about them like I really do know them. Anyways, I was crying because I had a connection with these people in some way and because I think it got me thinking about Cody. Yeah, he is on my mind all the time but I just kinda push the fact that he is actually IN Afghanistan and could die or be seriously injured this very second and I am living my life like he is still alive. You never really know. I am really good at hiding my feelings and acting like everything is perfectly fine. So I put that face on most of the time but I also have my times where I breakdown and cry forever and feel like crap, I think most of us do. ugh... why can't Cody just be home now. 45 days until Graduation and moving to California.

I let Odie stay up late with me while I watched Army Wives and he of course passed out hours ago but he has been having dreams which causes him to kick and make noises. I always wonder what he is dreaming about because people you can just ask when they wake up dogs though you never really know. Ohh... Well he brightened my day for having his little doggy dreams :D Now Cody just needs to call me so my life will seem a little less stressful but I do stress myself out a little bit too much over little things anyways. But I think it is bed time I have Horrid school tomorrow. UGH! 25 days of sitting in school left. yippie.
P.S. I have been kinda sucking at blogging not like I am too good at it anyways but I try. and I have been sucking it up on been a co-admin (not sure if that's a word?) on the facebook page Young Military Love. I guess I need to try harder at a few things. But anyways GOOD NIGHT :D